Lately, I've been struggling with who I am. Its not just lately but has really been my whole life that I've been struggling with it. But I've been wrapping my mind around it, understanding it better. I seem to let other people tell me who I'm supposed to be. Like in the past its been a party girl or a feminist or whatever.
Unfortunately, those aren't really who I am. But I'm not the opposite either. I'm not June Cleaver, stay at home mom type either. But in the past I have oscillated back and forth. But I'm done with lettering other people tell me who I am.
So who am I? Who do I want to be? Everything that's ever been in there floating around as me.
1. A good person.
2. An intelligent person.
3. A capable person.
4. A good woman.
5. A reputable person.
So these are things that I care about. Unfortunately, I have fallen prey to certain ideas that its not ok to be a good person, you got to look out for number one, its not ok to be smart. It seems like so many people are stupid now adays and it makes you start to doubt yourself when everyone around you are morons.
But I decided who I am and thats it.
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