I found out that my ex deleted me from Facebook. And technically I'm supposed to be strong and not care and be all tough. But, it did bother me, just a little bit. So I asked my leadership if they could have my ex drop off my keys and they watch them while I'm gone. When I told him this, he was pissed. When I told him why, he claimed that he didn't want to see me with all these guys in my pictures... He was afraid that the old me was coming back.
Let's be honest, its pretty well known that I slept around; however, for him to think that I'm doing that again is pretty stupid. I can't help but think back to that movie, "Chasing Amy." I loved that movie. But one of the ironic parts is that she slept around and her boyfriend found out about it and suddenly he didn't want to be with her. She said that she found everything she had wanted in him. Not in those other guys and that part of her life was over. She didn't find what she was looking for.
Now, I can't sleep and I am so pissed at him. He always acts like he's the victim. But what can you do? I guess just stand up, brush it off, accept my faults as well as his and move forward. Take some time off; learn about myself... see the world, expand my career. Hell, I don't know. Get orders. Life's too short for this shit.
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